A Pointless Ponder

Hello there nobody,

As you can see, you have somehow drifted into a deep sleep and hypnotised so that whenever you here the word cheese you want to read about me. Don't leave just yet! I haven't even gotten started on what I am meant to be going on about.

My life sucks. It has never blown and it never will. Maybe it is because I can't separate the people I love from the people I like because they have something I don't. For instance, I can't tell whether M us actually my friend or he "pretends to be friends" because he wants to get closer to a person I am close with. Just stay here and listen to me.

I had come home depressed today. Shocker(!). Anybody could figure that out. Everyone was going on about the people they like, the people who like them ect. and I am there like "Why do I need to know, no one likes me!" That is because I am an ugly baaaaa- no I shouldn't say that. Anyone who knows me reading this will say they disagree but in their minds they're going "Finally she took the hint!" Yeah I know but you really didn't need to single me out. I can cry myself to sleep by myself thank you very much!

I hate going to lunch and having to listen to M laughing about everything that just about ISN'T FUNNY!!! She can't take a hint can she now? I enjoy sitting with E and J when I am at their table but everyone else knows how things will work. First you are at M and S, group of friends starting from the bottom. Then you can get to E, E, J and me where if you can get closer to me then you can go to next level. Me L, L and A. The grand supremes. Nobody has reached that stage yet but there are girls who try. Believe me ut us hard to get past Stage 2. I believe I am the only person who has. But the things changed, a whole lot of things changed.

Everything I do, I will always get the newbie consequences. Secrets, private chats, non-verbal communication, notes, texts, the lot! I never get clued in to any of it. I only get to find out after it's all sorted. Some if it us very painful to hear. Also, they think they can just make fun of me without realising that what they're saying is EXTREMELY offensive. This just won't do! It's like a job being their friend. There is so much you have to sacrifice to please them. It's called fake friends. TAKE A HINT NEXT TIME. Well LG is alright... She always is there for me. It's more A and other L

Anyway, before you close the tab and start clicking that cookie a bit more, I wanna give you a bit of advice...


Point of Ponder: Learn to separate your real friends from the phonies. The best way is to find why they are friends with you. Be careful. People are everywhere and so is popularity. Never mix the two up


Your friend,



                   _that_girl_ xxx

1 comment:

For if you if you've read my very first post: CHEESE!!!!!!!!
It is very stupid of you to view my blog but go on then. No one's stopping you.