It's........Q&A!!! :)

Hey guys,

I know that for a couple of days now you have been asking for a Q&A session with me so here you are!

Remember:

• Always put the tag, #BeThatGirl, on otherwise your question has no chance of getting an answer.
• If you want your question to be answered, you better have your questions in by Thursday!!!!!
• I will not answer stupid questions. 
• Okay, maybe I will.
• Don't you dare not ask me a question!
• Post your questions (or stupid stuff like jokes) on to THIS POST!!!

SHOUTOUT!!! - thanks to _thatgirl_#1 who asked for a Q&A it's people like you who keep me going out here in this tough, tough world. 

Thanks! XXX 

                     _that_girl_

PS: Please ask LG and EG questions because I love them so much and won't be able to live without them. If you would, that would make me happy for once.

I hate BL

How did you guess? Someone told you? Oh they did. Who? Oh me? Naw! Wait a second...yeah I did!

For a second I thought that BL would be sweet and caring about the situation, but he wasn't. All he did was show EVERYONE so they know when I specifically told him not to. Also after he was finished with it, he thought it was no use to him any longer so he just chucked it in the bin. BTW, if you're lost: I wrote a letter to him telling him everything. Not wanting to look like an idiot, I said it was a prank. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.

What's the point of even writing a PRIVATE letter if he is gonna treat it like a rumor. Maybe I don't fancy him anymore, because...because... HE IS A JERK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear BL,

               I am so sorry I ever fancied you, now I solely regret it.

You acted like such a jerk when I gave the letter to you. When I said strictly confidential, I meant it you know! Now I feel dead embarrassed  because of you...you...you IDIOT.

               You know what? I can play squash by myself. I don't need to hear about your awesomeness, I have my own awesomeness: a life without YOU.

               Maybe leaving for high school isn't such a bad thing because I can get away from you. You know, you can have your future with L. I can forget the both of you and still have a better time. I don't need you in my life, okay? I'm done with all the pain you've caused me. 

No love,   

            ME >:(

That is exactly how angry I am at him. I don't need this crap. If I forget them, they will forget me. Simples.

Point of Ponder: When someone treats you like a jerk, you treat them like a jerk back. See how they like it because obviously they don't care about your feelings. 

Well that's another strike in the chart, which makes 6. Big whoop(!).

Your angry friend,

                             _that_girl_ >: (

A Depressing Dream

Well hello there nobody,

 Today I have a bit if a depressing dream. I am surprised that I'd even been thinking about it.

Dream: So there is me playing basketball and BL asks me to come over a sec. I do. He wants to talk to me about what I had told him yesterday (that i LIKE like him) and I go along with it. Then he reminds me that he has a crush on L. Then I totally flip out because I know that, he does and so does L but they tell me like its breaking news. That its all new to me. Well it isn't and I for one am sick of having to be told that over and over again. Then I storm off and he comes chasing after me. He puts his hand on my shoulder and I turn around pushing it off. Nothing is said. But then, dead awkwardly, we kiss.

Dream analysis: WTF?! My crush is getting so much WORSE!!! Not only has J been sick for the past couple of days, I have been suffering from Crushitis for about a month. Nothing can get worse than that.

So you see I am having a major LIKE like lake o' misery! You should see me around him, I get so...so... weird. I act all fluffy and soft like trying not to make a fool of myself. I end up making more of a fool of myself than the fool I am trying not to be. BL if you're out there, just know that There are not just three girls. You just dissmiss one like the jerk you are!

It's just he cares so much about how he makes an impression on A, L and L he forgets that I am there. Well hello, I am standing right in the middle of 'em and you still don't notice me?! Alarming. I bet you it's because I am the ugly one, the one who has never had a boyfriend and the one nobody has crush on. It is really off putting when all the other girls are talking about the boys calling them fit and askin them out. What do I have to say? H was crushing on my toe the other day with his stupid new shoes. Even that is only on ocassion. Reading this back now is making me cry. I am just pointing out all of my flaws. Like a negative nancy. Moving on.

Did you know that all the girls who you would think to be the perky nicest hirls in your class can check into the reality hotel and book themselves the REAL BITCH suite. I never knew that the Stage 2 and 3 girls could bitch with each other like that. With S going " Come on, you know you're the one who started it" and E just laughing the SARCASTIC/ I DON'T CARE IMMA GET MY BITCH ON laugh, firing back "I really thought you were too old for unrealistic dreams." Sssssssa what a snapper that was. It was a great sight to see.

I have always known BL in my mind: my knight in shining armor, waiting for me to get dressed and carry me away on his white horse. And the BL in reality: EXTREMELY cute, good at sport, plays squash (which I love) and can accept a girl's flaws. Did I mention jerk?

I think this entry does have a moral to it, right?

Point of Ponder: If crushitis gets worse for you, you can't control it. Thi means it's your first true love. The one whom you would like to share your life with. The worst part is if they like someone else. Do you know what? Bollocks to them, they got their shit and you've got yours. Ain't nobody got time for that!

Your friend,


                  _that_girl_ xxx

A Pointless Ponder

Hello there nobody,

As you can see, you have somehow drifted into a deep sleep and hypnotised so that whenever you here the word cheese you want to read about me. Don't leave just yet! I haven't even gotten started on what I am meant to be going on about.

My life sucks. It has never blown and it never will. Maybe it is because I can't separate the people I love from the people I like because they have something I don't. For instance, I can't tell whether M us actually my friend or he "pretends to be friends" because he wants to get closer to a person I am close with. Just stay here and listen to me.

I had come home depressed today. Shocker(!). Anybody could figure that out. Everyone was going on about the people they like, the people who like them ect. and I am there like "Why do I need to know, no one likes me!" That is because I am an ugly baaaaa- no I shouldn't say that. Anyone who knows me reading this will say they disagree but in their minds they're going "Finally she took the hint!" Yeah I know but you really didn't need to single me out. I can cry myself to sleep by myself thank you very much!

I hate going to lunch and having to listen to M laughing about everything that just about ISN'T FUNNY!!! She can't take a hint can she now? I enjoy sitting with E and J when I am at their table but everyone else knows how things will work. First you are at M and S, group of friends starting from the bottom. Then you can get to E, E, J and me where if you can get closer to me then you can go to next level. Me L, L and A. The grand supremes. Nobody has reached that stage yet but there are girls who try. Believe me ut us hard to get past Stage 2. I believe I am the only person who has. But the things changed, a whole lot of things changed.

Everything I do, I will always get the newbie consequences. Secrets, private chats, non-verbal communication, notes, texts, the lot! I never get clued in to any of it. I only get to find out after it's all sorted. Some if it us very painful to hear. Also, they think they can just make fun of me without realising that what they're saying is EXTREMELY offensive. This just won't do! It's like a job being their friend. There is so much you have to sacrifice to please them. It's called fake friends. TAKE A HINT NEXT TIME. Well LG is alright... She always is there for me. It's more A and other L

Anyway, before you close the tab and start clicking that cookie a bit more, I wanna give you a bit of advice...


Point of Ponder: Learn to separate your real friends from the phonies. The best way is to find why they are friends with you. Be careful. People are everywhere and so is popularity. Never mix the two up


Your friend,



                   _that_girl_ xxx